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Smile though your heart is aching
Smile even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky, you'll get by
If you smile through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll see the sun come shining through for you

Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying?
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile

That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying?
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile

Yep.

Kat is tired.

She has bad business sense, struggles at keeping in touch, and is WAY too generous sometimes.

She wishes Halloween would last all year long, that little bar stages always came equipped with nice lights, and that Christmas didn't cost so dang much money.

She dreams of the economy recovering, but knows better. She worries a lot, to the point of exhaustion.

And she prays that by the time she is dead, she will have discovered her purpose in life, because no matter how hard she tries to find it, it's still hiding.

Happy Holidays.